really hard question

i have a really hard question... i am 6w5d and i dont think i can do this (have the baby), but i really dont believe in abortion.. ive been having dreams that i did it, but after it was all done, i wanted to see the "fetus". after you all had the procedure done, did you want to look at what was left of it?... i know this is incredibly morbid, but its really scaring me



sarah