May 12th, 2018

First pregnancy at 30 I don't feel ready

I found out this past week that I was 5 weeks preg. I'm in an amazing relationship & have a supportive family. I was beyond ecstatic finding out. My boyfriend wants this baby & is excited about becoming a family. We've been together 1yr & are both working towards a better future. The past 24hrs anxiety & fear have overshadowed EVERYTHING. I can barely keep up with taking care of myself. I feel terrible even thinking about this procedure but there's so much I want to get done before bringing a life into this world. I just turned 30 I love kids but I don't want to be selfish I want the best for the baby